May I borrow your denial?

May I borrow your denial, just for a while?
I really could use it to stop all the fear.

Or maybe, just show me how you do it so easily.
Turn off the feelings, make them disappear.

May I borrow your denial? It seems to work wonders.
I'd hide all the pain that I feel everywhere.

If you could just teach me, I'd be a good student.
I've got lots to work with, no problem there.

I can't seem to catch on, it all overwhelms me.
So many emotions my soul cannot bear.

If you could just lend me enough for protection,
then I could deny that you don't seem to care.